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I don't
believe it.. "Believe it, girl. You know it's true." The white stallion
wheeled around, the small young woman jerking her eyes in a frivolus
search. A chuckle, a chilled touch to her cheek, and the cold voice
whispered near her ear, "Believe it, Lerra. Ye know it for the truth."
She clenched her eyes.
"Lerra!" She had warm blue eyes. "Ah! ye know I've told ye not to do
that..." And a smile to melt the coldest winter... "But ye know I can
hardly stay mad at ye, eh?" And laughter to fill up your heart. "Ah, ye
know it for the truth do ye?" I looked up at her and she touched my
cheek, smiling.
She shuddered convulsively and the voice chuckled away. "Nay, it's
not..." "You know it's the truth. Daughter." "IT'S NOT!" She spun the
horse and heeled him away.
The ocean crashed and churned, and she sat with chin to knees, watching
it. "Lerrimandor Sorrenan." Her back stiffened. "Daughter of Redden
Mandor of Abien and Sarrelimmar of Sorrenan." "It's NOT--" "Lerrim.
More commonly known as Lerra." It was her mother's voice gone to stone.
"Though I hear they call you Lerr now, in that little heap of
Moorgate." She jerked to her feet, spraying sand, eyes burning. "Hold
your tongue, I'll not hear anymore--"
"A scar, just under the chin. From a failed attempt at befriending a
wolf, if I remember correctly. I told you that wolves don't take
especially well to humanoids." A chilled touch melted over her
shoulders. "A birthmark on your left breast that Sedillo always used to
tease you about." It wrapped itself around her. "You made me a clay
vase for my birthday, and you nearly burned down the kitchen trying to
fire it." Swirled. "Or the day Sedillo told Callen about your birthmark
and you were redder than the dye you were mixing. Foolish of him, right
in front of you. The dye ended up over his head..."
A rush of heat rose up her face, and the voice chuckled. "You see? I
remember every little thing about you. I remember the month of your
first blood, and the day you fell into the river and your father had to
jump in after you."
The cold snugged in against her, carressed her cheek with its breath.
"Your father. I remember the day I first saw him. So noble. A man with
a babe strapped to his chest, searching high and low for a lost love.
"Poor man. He deserved some peace, rest. I followed him for days, and
one evening he stumbled into a village peopled by elves. They were
cautious of him at first, but soon they were treating he and the babe
as one of their own. There was a woman among them, with blue eyes. I
worked my way into her until I was her and she me. I made him mine. He
never stood a chance." A sigh that turned into a low chuckle. "There is
no feeling so delicious as watching the noble fall." She trembled and
tried to break free of the cold, but it clung around her like fog.
"Lerra?" He was strong and kind... "What can I do for ya lass?" With a
rich chuckle. "Ah, a story of adventure then? Well now, let's see..."
But there was something missing.. "What? Oh, nothing lass, nothing at
all." He took ill when I was ten... "Now about that story for ya..."
And we buried him a year later. "There's a city for adventurers ya
know." She changed after that... "Aye lass there is." And disappeared a
few weeks later. "Moorgate they call it.."
She grit her teeth and the chill swirled closer. "I left you and
Sedillo in this world to wreak your havoc. You, my daughter, you have
great talent especially. You have made me proud already." "What are ye
talking about?""Why, that young fellow you met on the road just a bit
ago.."She flung her arm against the cold touch.
He held the crossbow with a bolt ready to be loosed. "Give me ten
reasons why I shouldn't kill you." At me. "Well?" Cold as stone. "In
that case..." I gave them to him. He struggled with himself, shot the
bolt in the air.
"Truly masterful work. Slain by his own hand, I am very proud."
"What?!" "Knowing you for what you are, it was simply too much for him.
You drove him to it." "Ye lie! Uisho..." "And then there is the other
who you married, whose heart you broke." "What?" "Oh, do not feign
ignorance, child! Wear your accomplishments with pride!"
"Accomplishments?? I'd no intention--!" "Ah! And that is my point! Look
at the chaos you draw, simply by existing! Only think of what you could
accomplish if you put your mind to it!" "Never!! I'll not ever--!" "You
do me proud, girl. Continue to do so."
The chill withdrew and left her alone on the beach.
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